menopausal women

I and many other women are menopausal and as such we don't sleep well.  We wake up in the night.  I don't fight this.  It is a fight I can't/won't win.  I actually enjoy these nocturnal times, sometimes moments, sometimes longer maybe hours.  I don't watch the clock.  What I do is meditate, pray and listen.  I talk to God and I listen to God.  My best lessons come at night.  I ponder my life, and what is going on around me -  my neighborhood, and my town, and my state and New England, and beyond to the universe and all that is part of  this from the family to the grasses, birds just everything.
  

I work bringing love and peace to me and all the rest.  

My feeling is that while I am awake, my female family and friends and from high school, college and down the road here in town are also awake 

doing exactly what I am doing .... 

this huge wave of menopausal woman all over the earth, 

we elders, wise women, we Crones 

taking care of the world at night. 

I am convinced that we, the menopausal woman of the world, 

are the glue

 keeping the universe from spinning out of control.  

A wonderful meditation this.

 I have no clue our numbers (which are growing).  It is a really big number of woman at night in the quiet who are working with ourselves and god 

to understand, heal and make us and the world better 

and I believe we do.  

Is this crazy or is it sheer wisdom?  

It is a thought that came to me at night.

 I really absolutely totally believe this is the time when God speaks to me

and imparts the most wonderful learning.

Blessed Be.