I, for my entire life, have done the bare minimal. anything gets tough I get going. not finishing studies, not becoming an expert, not, not not.
I want to before I leave this earth become good at something. I need to finish the exercise, the whatever.
I need to accept the challenge.
I will learn to bake bread
I will do Qigong till I am good at it.
I can do this. I CAN DO THIS. I STARTED TODAY .....
i NEED TO GET UP AND OFF MY LAZY ASS AND DO SOMETHING WELL.